I saw, that I haven’t posted on tumblr for a while. During this time was happened a lot of these crazy things.
On 8th October 2012 I met a Boy, who had changed my life; it was such a great time. During the relationship I was really happy with him, but with the time it’s going even all worse and worse.
On 24th November 2012 my half brother celebrated his 1st birthday, and I wasn’t able there to celebrate with him. :( But I meted the rest of the family from my Boyfriend, and it’s was such a great time in Innsbruck. On evening, after the Innsbruck - trip he had asked me out to marrying him with a grateful amazing Ring. And I’ve said yes. But Now I am regret that I’ve wasted my time for this asshole.
1 Week later I know from his best friend, that he had cheated on me.
I wanted to break up with him, but everybody can get a second chance, so I’ve gave him the second chance. But after Christmas, I saw it from my own eyes that he’s cheating on me again. So I’m freaking out and wanted to break up again. But I wanted him still more and more, because I loved him (what I am still doing).
On Happy New Year Eve, we had a fight, and then I was really upset.
But after I was back from my Vacation I got sick for a week (flu).
While I got back to work, in February My Boss wanted to get me out of the company. So I got terminated. Really nice.
And on 4th February we Broke up and didn’t talked since this date.
I got depressions, and was really stressed. Just because I had a pink glasses on. But since I got terminated I have a new Education and I am now away from Germany and from the Shit happen.
Since I am in the Rehab from the Stress and Depressions I’m learning for the life. It’s was really a hard time.
“LOVE is beginning with a Smile, grows with a Kiss and ends with a Tear”
I’ll get back as soon as possible :)